Baguio Essay #2 - Dear you whom I am supposed to meet...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"The best and the most beautiful things in the world

 

cannot be seen or even touched.

 

They must be felt from the heart."

 

 

- Helen Keller -

 

 

 

 

Dear, my darling~

 

Darling, I'm a man who is living in 2006.

 

I'm 24 years old.

 

People say that I am very tall,

 

and they say that I am not handsome well.

 

In fact, they tell me I'm ugly.

 

 

During my elementary-school-ages, I recognized that my blood type was 'O'.

 

Yes darling~

 

I'm one of the people who has the type of 'O' in the world.

 

I usually watch a movie,

 

and listen to music.

 

I like to go out.

 

I don't know well how to get angry at people.

 

But I often get angry at myself.

 

 

I'm very rude.

 

My speech is very dirty.

 

I speak at my convenience.

 

I also don't care about people.

 

I think I'm not good enough.

 

Maybe I'm one of the bad people in the world.

 

 

Yes, it's me...

 

 

However, from now on,

 

I would like to be on your side, even though I can't do anything to stop the time flowing,

 

I'd like to love you as much as I want to live.

 

I'd like to live for you as long as I can do.

 

I would like to be true just for you even if I would lie to others.

 

 

I am not able to see you.

 

No scent ever is smelt by me.

 

But, I can feel you although you don't notice me.

 

I will come into you.

 

Now, you are here 'cause I'm in front of you.

 

Now, you are too beautiful to be true.

 

Boldly I'm laying my hands over yours.

 

I am loading my heart on my hands.

 

 

"Wilt thou hold them?"

 

 

 

 

- Your darling, Maverick -

 

 

 

 

Baguio, 2006